Destroyed by false intentions,
Misperceptions of understandings,
To demanding or not demanding enough,
Looking aimlessly when things get rough,
Living lifeless without cares,
Coldness sets in from out of nowhere,
Turn to whom when it’s only you,
Mystery not solved for there is no clue,
Dazed and dismayed left for the worst,
Advocate of a curse,
Separated by distance yet close in heart,
Mind bent emotions torn apart,
Damn how did I get lost?
On a plain path stumbled and fell off,
Struggle to get the internal satisfaction,
Exalted by life’s imperfections,
Unfocused with no direction,
The simplicity of life falls harsh and hard,
Soul left for dead cast out in the shipyard,
Retarded physically stabled mentally,
Deprived from physical ignorance of humanity,
Feeling second hand like hand me downs,
Lost in my own palace a queen with no crown,
An heir of diverse dissolution,
Born of a mother of tribulation and confusion,
Feelings of a doormat walked over for years,
Hated and opinionated by most of my peers,
Empty with no bottom as the abyss,
Inner soul made of stone with no use hopeless,
Bottled up like a dangerous chemical,
As if touched or looked at causes death internal,
Living as if was a ghost,
Untouchable to a few or even most,
Inner or outer continuously gone unseen,
Defined yet not knowing what it means,
Beat of a heart yet not felt,
Kiss of the lips that no longer make the heart melt,
Deprived from what is intended,
Wishing and praying for the soul to be mended.
