Divine Divinity

Thank you for loving me when I didn't know,

What loving me meant,

Time spent making myself an option, 

When I should have been my first priority, 

Not realizing I was teaching others how to value me,

Yet forgetting to value self,

Unrequited wealth,

Life taught me to look at me,

See the worth in my being,

Dust off my crown I had hidden,

The truth in who I am,

The light that glows beaming in darkness, 

Opportunity saw what I didn't see,

Leached on to me,

I didn't see greatness in me until I became broken,

By the ills of life strife opened my eyes,

Inconsistency stood in front of me,

Showing me to me,

Bothered by what I've seen,

Deep within is how I found the reality of me,

Erect in my glory never again,

Will I allow me to be an option to me,

Or anyone for that matter,

A priority of Valor, 

My crown polished Divinity shines bright,

Access is limited now I know,

Who I've become and who I was created to be,

Divine Divinity. ©️072022MonyaWilliams 

Sprouted Tears

A wish fulfillment,

It did seem,

Living my nightmare,

Peace in my dreams,

Deeply rooted,

Planted seed in soil,

Hot, cold

My spirit in turmoil,

Clouded vision,

Building on pause,

Not sure of what it is,

Not convinced of what it was,

I thought if I was nurturing,

Cultivate untamed land,

I would see flourishing,

From the works of my hand,

Dried roots,

Gave birth to rotten fruit,

Redirection,

Not giving up on my pursuits,

The promise may be delayed,

Never denied,

Sprouts sprung up,

From the tears I cried,

From my cleansing gave room to grow,

Thankful for new life,

After letting the dead go.©️012022MonyaWilliams

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True Love, Real Love

Recently I met someone that I never thought would be anything at first. As times progressed on I realized I had finally found my one true love. In my childhood leading up to my adulthood I would hear stories of the elders one true love. Why they never remarried after their husband or wife passed away. 

I used to think that no one person could fulfill the desire of the heart. I would ask always why you never remarried. This one lady from my neighborhood said Baby, my husband was the best man I have ever known and ever truly loved. God blessed me with a love that transcends time. He was the one for me just as I was the one for him. We were connected in ways that can't be explained. She went on to tell me her story of love and it was so heart warming and empowering that even as a child I knew I wanted to experience that in my life.

What kind of connection can two people have that will continue to fulfill the love even after death? It was magical, to hear of so many stories of love. I often questioned myself if this kind of love does exist. From one relationship after another, one love to the next, thinking that this one will be the one until it wasn't. Then little did I know my life was about to change.

I met someone out the blue, in a time where I was working on me. Trying to heal from a past relationship that had broken pieces of me that I didn't know could be. I was healing and still healing. One day someone hit me up and we began talking little did I know that we would connect on a deeper spiritual level. 

Over the course of a few months the connection grew, the feelings grew and before I knew it I was walking in love with someone I had just met. But it felt as if we knew each other for a lifetime. The conversation was easy, the ability to just be myself and accepted for who I am was there. I was willing to change the things I didn't know were still broken within. My person became my mirror and I welcomed all that I needed to see and change with open arms. 

It wasn't until this person that I understood what the elders of my neighborhood had to say about that one true love. The willingness to want to put in the work, to want to be of service to someone. The desire to elevate as a person and to find someone that's willing to pour into you the way you are willing to pour into them is a divine blessing. Regardless as to where this relationship may or may not go I am forever grateful to have experienced a love like this. But more importantly I am thankful for the person who has afforded me the opportunity to experience such an amazing love from such an amazing person. 

Hearts heal an wounds mend so when you find that one true love be open to receiving it. Be open to experience the ups and downs and ins and outs of the beauty of this kind of love. The twin flame love is one like none you will ever experience again in life. To my twin flame and true love I love you with a love that transcends time and thank you for being my person. Thank you MS for being the beautiful human that you are and know I will always love you in this and other lifetimes. 💖💋💖

P.S.

Life is short and you live daily let each day be the best that it can be. Let those that you love know that you love them even if it scares you. You both may have the same fears but at least you both are willing to face them together. 

Be Blessed and Be a Blessing.

《T R U S T ▪︎ IN THE PROCESS》

Despite what it looks like,

Where I want to be,

I'm making the most

And enjoying the journey 

I had to change the way I see

So my vision could become clear

Creating my destiny 

I am stronger

Planted in my truth 

I am wiser

Lessons learn in my youth

I am abundance 

Riches of my soul

I am prosperity 

My spirit draped in gold,

I am health

Healing me from within, 

I am wealth

Overflowing dripping zen

I am gifted

Sharing my talents worldwide 

I am light

Shining bright unable to dim what's inside 

I am love

Giving freely from my overflow 

I am power

Illuminating and elevating wherever I go

I am peace

The calm in raging seas

I am grateful 

For the blessings bestowed upon me. ©️7️⃣2️⃣0️⃣2️⃣0️⃣ MLW

( I don't own the photo 

Naked

Can I get naked with you,

Unclothed all the demons,

I hide behind the layers,

Of disguises, 

Can I show you my naked truth, 

My vulnerabilities, 

My insecurities, 

Can I show you my doubts and fears,

Can I show you my scars,

Where my innocence once lived,

The bruises of the fist,

My mother beat me with,

The stretch marks,

From where my body was given, 

To get my lovers to stay,

When all they did was play,

In my playground,

Passed me around,

Can I show you,

My truths in the bottom of the bottle, 

Emptiness rest,

Will you be able to see me,

Through the tribulations, 

Breakthroughs and breakdowns, 

Can you love me,

After seeing what can't be unseen,

Can you love me past it all,

Can you help me mend,

So I no longer have to pretend, 

I have it all together, 

Will you whether, 

The stormy weather,

Will you love me in my pain,

On those nights with down pouring rain,

Will you be able to listen,

After hearing me,

Feeling me,

As I expose my inner me,

Full of faults and flaws,

Real and raw,

Will you run or walk away,

Now I've exposed more than my body,

For I am only human,

I long to be a better me,

Can you love all of me? ©️March 3, 2020

(Photo isn't mine)

Love, Lust or Lies (romance novel) By Monya Williams

Love lust or lies is a southern urban fiction book of romance with a touch of poetry by Jacksonville's own Monya Williams. See how the entanglement of the hearts want, desires, and needs captivates you reeling you into the pleasures of the mind, body and soul. Feel the passion for one's aspiration to love and be loved, the longing to be touched and the choices that have been made in order for these events to take place. The knowing when to let seasonal things past in order to make way for lifetime embraces. Monya Williams explores the false realities of the misunderstanding of relationships as she personifies the truths about life and love. Taking blinders off our eyes in order for us to see what truly is and not just what we want them to be. Let go and become captured in the journey of love lust or lies as she draws you in as if it were your story being told. Love lust or lies by Monya Williams go out and get your copy you will be glad you did.

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